I don't want them. I don't need them. I really hate them. I want to cry. I want to leave and never come back. I want to be done with everyone and everything. Its not save in my head its not safe in my heart and its not safe in me. Emotions are something I had never control well but lately everything is bad and I want to cry all the time but I am sick of it I am sick of being sad and crying all the dam time. I am sick of being so unstable and letting my emotions dictate my life. I want to leave and never come back I want to cry and never ever smile and cry and cry and bye bye feelings. I am so broken that I don't want it anymore not the pain not even the happiness.... I don't want any emotions at all.
I will always have them.
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Monday, December 2, 2013
Emotions.
Breathing
Sometimes I Feel Like Life Hates Me!
Elaine Nieves
Saturday, September 21, 2013
Overwhelmed!
Elaine Nieves
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Put the Sucky on the Suck!
Life sucks so much... When your best friend stabs you on the back for the first time and it brake you until you can go on and a friendship is over but when your best friend that is like your sister your lover, your all and is the one person that against you gut and your premonitions you trust and believe that it will never ever betray you and dates the person you been liking for a while it hurts but trying not to give up in that friendship its more painful. If I lose one best friend for a guy and then if your best friend steals your crush and stabs you on the back and when the one person you believe it won't ever hurt you that way dose.... One is my fault, two is my bad luck but the third time is that life really hates me and I shouldn't even try at this point.... I had a great friendship broken for someone that wasn't worth it and now I have someone I used to know. Then I have a sister someone I love and care and now I have someone that hates me. Lastly I had a great best friend and now I don't even know anymore....
I chose to give up once for her because she matter enough the other one I embrace it but now.... I can't deal with it not anymore....
I want to leave and never come back and I want to never have feelings ever ever again....
-Elaine.
Sunday, September 15, 2013
New Cellphone, New Stage in Life, New Blogging Experience!
Elaine Nieves
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Weekly Goal!!!! LET'S DO IT!!!!
Elaine Nieves
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
When life happen:
Elaine Nieves