Overwhelmed!

So this past few weeks it have been so overwhelming. College its hard, family issues stress me to no end, liking someone I am not sure I should even like even though he one of the best boyfriend materials guy I have in my close group of friends. Yep stress to no end. I just hope I can get back to righting soon.

Love you,
Elaine Nieves

Put the Sucky on the Suck!

Life sucks so much... When your best friend stabs you on the back for the first time and it brake you until you can go on and a friendship is over but when your best friend that is like your sister your lover, your all and is the one person that against you gut and your premonitions you trust and believe that it will never ever betray you and dates the person you been liking for a while it hurts but trying not to give up in that friendship its more painful. If I lose one best friend for a guy and then if your best friend steals your crush and stabs you on the back and when the one person you believe it won't ever hurt you that way dose.... One is my fault, two is my bad luck but the third time is that life really hates me and I shouldn't even try at this point.... I had a great friendship broken for someone that wasn't worth it and now I have someone I used to know. Then I have a sister someone I love and care and now I have someone that hates me. Lastly I had a great best friend and now I don't even know anymore....

I chose to give up once for her because she matter enough the other one I embrace it but now.... I can't deal with it not anymore....

I want to leave and never come back and I want to never have feelings ever ever again....

-Elaine.

New Cellphone, New Stage in Life, New Blogging Experience!

Hello it's been a while my black birds! I got some small news. So I am entering a new stage in life. I just started college again a few weeks a go and I am starting in a new major and my life is quickly changing in a new direction. So now things are changing and life is ok, not to good not to bad, it's life and is full of challenges but I'm ready for them. At the moment I am currently not writing any stories or working on any projects because I am working on perfecting my writing skills and getting better at it. I am also working on becoming faster and better at typing so I am taking a typing class (the first of some I will be taking to become a better writer) and for this reason I am taking a brake until winter break to work on my writing. But just because I'm taking a break doesn't mean I'm not writing down ideas as they come because I am writing them just on my journal. I am also thinking on starting a new project to empower girls and soon I'll be blogging about that in more details. And finally I'll be working on getting this blog more active since I have a new better cell phone where I can blog from. This will be all till next blog!

Love you,
Elaine Nieves